Update on My Tia Carmela

Well hello, i spent all day thinking of my aunt, its hard to be waiting for bad news...i really wish i could sy that she is getting better, but ican´t. She has gotten worst, but in some way i believe she has accepted what is going on, she´s so calm..

Today her son, only son and baby of the family, went to see her in her room, he hadn´t gone cuase he didn´t want to see her like that..but he got the courage and went in, he apologized for ll the wrong he has to her and the everyone else..he cried, which for me is great, cause he felt better doing it, he gave her a great hug and told her he loved her. i am so proud of him, and so happy that he did went to see her..God help Javier in all that he is going through..

We also got news that Chela, tia carmelas 2nd oldest daughter is coming home, she arrives in Mcallen tomorrow and should be here in the afternoon, i am also proud that she has made the desicion to come see her momo before its too late..of course everyone here says that they are gonna need to prepare her for what she is gonna see, cause tia carmela doesn´t look like the foto i posted here last week or the week before, not sure when i posted it, but she needs to be prepared cause she can´t be crying in the room, cause it could just make tia carmela feel worse..

Grandma says that thats probably what tia carmela is waiting for, that she will see, well not see but have the presences of her daughter, who has live in the usa for almost 10 years without visting her..the little strenght she has left she is holding on to it to be able to have her aughter there with her...

One thing i am really angry about is that tia carmelas other daughter isn´t coming..i think she is being an asshole...please your mother is dieing, come and see her one last time before she dies..even if it means not going back to the usa..but hopefully she won´t regret the desicion is has made..i´ll be praying for her..

well i am going to bed, haven´t slepted much this past few days..Lord help us each and everyday..thank you for all the blessings you have given us..see you guys tomorrow. bye