well, my aunt is doing a little bit better, still not out of the woods...Drs. say that she has too much water in her lungs..she is breathing on her own..she has eaten only one meal today..thats all i know..
Its hard to say how i am feeling..She is a mother to me, well all my aunts and specially my grandmother are mothers to me..my own mother hasn{t been around as she should of been. and my step-mother..well she was there in my life from the age of 5 to the age of 14..then hell went loose and i had no mother..fortunantly for me my fathers side of the family took us in and took vcare of us..yeah no perfectly well as they should of but what counts is that they were there and have been there for me..and it just hurts to see some one i love so much go through this..i know someday she will leave us, cause of the sickness she has..she has been getting wosrt each year..but i am just not ready..how are we suppose to be ready for a death like this..i haven´t been through a death of a family member so close to me.
All i know is that God has his plan for each and everyone of us..I Know he will never abandon us, even when we loose faith in him..he will always and has always been here with us.
Lord i am asking for help, help my aunt, my family go through all this..Help me understand, help me keep my faith and hope..an most importantly help be a better person..
well i gotta go to bed, tomorrow got a long day a work..see you all later. God bess you all
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