Sorry, i ahven't written, i am just so exhausted :) so as my title says God is Great. My aunt got well enough to be discharged, she is at home. All the family is so happy she is still here with us. I am very happy that God has given us another oportunity to be with her. I have never been so scared and sad about having to lose someone so close to me. Its something that i know i will never be prepared to go through. And now more than ever i Have a strong faith in God. I have seen his great works. And I am so thankful, that i got to chance to see this great miracle, when doctors told us she wasn't gonna live and here she is, the only doctor that can decide who lives or doesn't live is our Might God.
Out of all this i have also learned that we have a great family, family that was always there at the hospital day and night..of course some people didn't show up, like my dad and brother, with who i am so angry at right now, but that was their decision. I am so lucky and thankful that i was born to this family. I am so grateful to God for all this that he has given me. I know sometimes i get angry and wish to be somewhere else, or wish certain things never happened in my life, but if those certain things wouldn't of happpeened then i wouldn't of had this experience. Now more than ever I am so grateful for the life I have.
Its so weird how things turn out to be. God has his ways of showing each and everyone of us his miracle and his journey for us. We have it right i front of our eyes we just choose not to search for it. Without God we are nothing. Well thats my opinion. I know he is always here with us in the good and in the bad times. I used to be stubburned about GOd, i used to say i hated him, or i hated the life he has given me. That he never listens, but this past week has really changed my way of believing in him. I know things are never gonna be the way i want them to be, i know that to find the journey, the path that God has chosen for us, I have to search for him first, I need to put my life in his hands and keep my faith in him, no matter what happens in the future. Thank you Jesus for everythiing you have given me, for this past week that you have put in my journey. I hope to one day be a faithful Christian and have you always in my heart.
Well i gotta go cause i am at work :) taking advantage of the computer now that the boss isn't here :) see you all later, bye. God bless you all!
Monday July 18th 2011 4:45pm
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