Saturday April 06 2013

Hello everyone, hope your all having a great weeekend. Today the weather is cloudy and a bit windy. This weather makes me feel sad.

Last night while my brother and I were watching tv, we heard a loud noise while the train was passing.  We live very close to the train tracks so we hear just about every time the train passess, specially cause when it passes it passes by honking. We thought maybe the train was hooking up with another wagon. But thiss morning here at work, our clients are telling us that the train hit a lady. They don't know if she was trying to beat the train or just simply wasn't paying attention and didn't hear or see the train. She was injured very badly, here leg was all torn up. We don't know how she continues, praying she heals fast.

Other than that, well things are going great. I'm mean, I haven't felt depressed like I usually do, I have been getting up in the mornings and I feel great. I feel like I have something in life that awaits me. I hope there is something great along this long rough journey I have been through. I also know that I need to be a better person and change my lifestyle. I have been drinking a little too much lately. And I know it does affect my health but for some stupid reason I still do it.

Work been ok, sometimes there lotss of clients one day and the next its like noone comes, but I guess thats how businesss is now and days.

About our project we got going, well we're still working on that. Tons to do still, but I have my faith up that if I keep thinking positivily that we will get our project done. Cause have to work for someone else is hard and stressful. And plus i'm 28yrs old. I need to start doing something with my life if I wanna accomplish something.

This with the family well lets see, my father hasn't called me, but he has the time to call my uncle to tell him he wants to come but doesn't have money cause he wants to bring his grirlfriend and her son. Some of my cousins who idearly love and consider family are ignoring me, well I feel that they are ignoring me, they harrdly say hi or anything like that. But well i'm not gonna let that bother me. If they are mad at me well let be. I have more important things to think about than to be wondering if they ever wanna talk to me, all because of Facebook problems. Imagine that how the Internet can cause family problems. And believe me I know that i'm not the only one that has had family problems with facebook. But there nothiing I can, well I did delete my fb account. And maybe thats why i'm feeling less stressful and more happy more relaxed. Wow hadn't thought of that till now. 

Someone asked me if I discrimate certain people, I have always said to myself that I will not discriminate people just because of there color. Its like judging a book by its cover. I mean how can you get to know how good or bad a book is just by its cover.. Its the same with people, how can you get to know them if you reject them just because of their color. I love to meet new people, yeah at first I am shy but getting to know someone takes my shyness away :-) 

So its 12:12, who is thinking of me. :-) people here in Mexico say if you check the clock and the time are matching number that means that someone is thinking of you.

Its my lunch hour so i'm off to have some lunch i'm so freaking hungry cause I only had a cup of coffee and some cookies this morning. I orderedd some Tacos. I love eating tacos.

Have a great day and an awesome weekend. Always remember to thank God for everyday he has given and for everything and everyone in our lifes. I love you all, God bless you all!