Life

As I sit her thinking of  post to write I am also watching Wall-E i love this movie always . Just so amazing how much this cartoon teaches us so many things, yet they hardly say anthing during the movie.

Today I  noticed that most of the family went out to the family ranch and noone invited us. Sucks to have a family who doesn't think about you. But in a way thats ok. I've gotten used to not b missing invited to certain places specially when someone is mad ar you fr blocking them in facebook : this family sure does have huge comunicatonal problems, more trust issuses. Can't blame them. I don't even trust my own father.
I hate it when the family gets like this, just for something so small they all get mad. Come on people things could be worst. Guess I gotta learn to just live on my own and not depend on the family for help wheep my head in this project and Keep Moving Forward.

Today I didn't have to go to work So I got out of bed later then normal. I love staying asleep late. So when I decided to get out of bed. I spent my time cleaning my room washing bed and went to do some shopping and here I am:)

I wanna go out to drink, but I am waiting to see if my Friend Paty calls me :) She has become a very great friend. sucks to know she has breast cancer :( she says she doesnt wanna go through the chemo cause it seems too painfull. She says that when its her time it her time and that she wont fight to stsy here. She says drs told her she only has about 6 to 7 months to live.

I don't know if I can take some else so close to me to die. I'm still struggling with Liz's death.  I miss her too much. Wish I could do something to have her here with us again. She was barely 20 years old. She was too young. Liz's daughter is doing much better adapting to her mother not being around. She such a beautiful girl, she has her mothers smile. I love to see her smile.


I am barely 28 years old and I have seen alot happen through out the years. As one gets older you just start to see the world differently and also see many people leave us behind, people that have gone too soon. Just makes me wonder when will it be my time, I pray that its when i'm old and with grandchildren. I wanna have a family, i wanna get married and have children and see them grow  up and see them have their own children.

I would also like to see my brother get married someday, have his own family. I'll be called Aunt Diana, more likely tia Diana, I would of course spoil my  nieces and nephews. like my stepsister, Mayra has 2 girls and 1 boy, kKristi has 2 boys. Praying that we get to meet soon. I really need to get my passport in order. I miss the whole family from Texas. If you guys read my blog, just know that I love you all and miss you all.