Difficult being aparte from the family.

Hello, everyone! How are you all? Hope your are enjoying this Sunday afternoon, i'm just sitting here flipping the channels. Bored without a computer.

Unfortunantly my brother said that the laptops that I tried out are not good marcs. He said that HP laptops alwways tend to fail.  So, i'm still with no computer.

So I reopened my facebook acccount but I deleted almost everyone, just left a few people on the account. I reopend it cause I have been tweeting with someone is seems very nice. And well facebook is a better way to keep in touch, so I think. But like i've alwways said, you can't trust someone until you fully have gotten to know this person and most importantly met this person in person. I do have a little doubt but I also gotta let God try to guide me through this.

As I was looking through the post of my sister, I said a grave stone of a bear with the named of a baby, whos name I will not write for respect to my little sister. As I saw the stone there I just felt so horrible for not being able to be with her, for all thee things they have had to go through without us being there for them.

I hope theyy know how much we love them and care for them. And damm, how much we miss them. I thhink about them everyday that goes by.

I have missed so much in their lives, they've have had children, children that one day I would love to meet.

I know it has been difficult for them all. But i'm so proud of them for moving forward and living their lives.

And I also know that they weren't alone. And I wanna say thank you to all the family for being there for them this past 14, 15 years. Its amazing to see the support they have gotten from you guys.

And most of all. Thank you Lord for being there for them and helping them all in their journey that you have chosen for them.

I havve my hopes up that one day we will see each other. One day we will spent a whole day sharing and remembering many things. I look forward to that.

I have family here and I love them dearly, but theres noone like the people you spent your childhood with. I miss them all. Every single person who has ever been in my live I miss them very much.

Guys if your reading this please remember and never forget that I love you all and miss you all!

For the rest of my blog readers, I love you all too. I am grateful that I can come here and be able to share this journey with you all.

Take care everyone, God bless you all!

I'm going to eat pizza :-)