Waiting....

Hello everyone, hope you all had a great weekend. I sure did.

Well for two weeks I have been waiting for a computer I ordered from my phone company Telmex. But it hasn't gotten here. I will be going today again to Telmex to see why it hasn't gotten here. I am going crazy without my computer. I need a computer to work better at home, I can watch tv series, update my blogger better, upload photos, send photos to family members and many other things. We'll see what happens today when I go to Telmex.

    Today is a great day, today Perla's baby boy Yael is born today, Perla had been a very great cousin, I considered her my sister. But then about 2 months ago, her sister, Perla and her mother have been mad at me for drinking at Perlas house with a few friends and family members while she was pregnant, the only reason we werwe drinking there was cause Perla called me and asked me to go over, shhe bought the beer and said it was ok for my friend to go drink there but guess she didn't tell that part to her parents, things got bad so I deleted my Facebook account and when I reactivated my account I deleter everyone from my page and just left my brother and sisters to keep in ttouch with them. And Perlas family took it personal and they have been mad at me since them. I apologized and asked to them to forgive me if I made them feel bad, but things haven't been the same since. I send Perla a message but she never answered. I feel sad that she won't answer. I had a gift for her baby boy but she never came for it. Guess there went a waste of money. Bad part is that a friend gave me that money to be able to afford the baby clothes. I told my friend she doesn't talk to me anymore and he just said to ignore her and move on with my life. That some people are just made to me mean. I still love her don't get me wrong. But I know that soome day she will call me asking me to go to the house for a few drinks, but I will do the same thing she is doing to me, i'll ignore her phone call.

   I really wish I could go a meet the baby but it looks like I won't be able to go. Not while they don't learn to let things go and move forward. I pray that they won't be needing my help one day, cause the way that I am I know I. will throw this at their face and tell them to get lost. I know it sounds mean but this whole situation just makes me angry.

    Their parents think that i'm the one that tells them to go out and drink, but honestly its the other way around. They used to call me almost everyweek and almost everyday to go over and have a few drinks. And it pisses me off that they don't tell that to their parents. They only say that it was me who tells them to go out. But me being an idiot always went when they called me, but not no more. I'm tired of this crap and all the problems it causes. They wanna ignore me I will do the same when they need my help.

    I pray that everything goes well with the birth of the baby and pray that Perla has good health to raise the baby right. I will always pray for them even when we are made at each other. I still love them cause we are family.

   I pray to God to help me with this anger I have right now, cause I know myself, I know I will go and drink it off. And thats wrong.

  I love you all, thanks for taking the time to read. God bless you all.