Credit Cards, bad idea for me!!!!!

Hello everyone, Here I am again, just stressed out and worrying myself out with all the debts that I owe. How come the banks give out Credit cards to anyone with a job. I mean yes I had a great job, I lasted there almost 10 years, then just one day my boss goes in the office and fires me cause he can't pay me anymore. What kind of lame excuse is that. Ten freaking years that he spent his time telling me that I was very important for his business, that he will never let me go cause I know how the business runs already. Now here I am trying to find a new job, which is hard in this times cause Christmas is coming up and most business aren't hiring right, at least not till next year, but I need a job fast!!! I owe at least 3000 Dollars to the banks. Some may say its not too much but here in Mexico its around 35,000 Pesos. I am so scared of what may happen if I miss a payment, on top of that my brother and I pay rent plus all the other normal bills. And my brother doesn't make as much as I used to be making, but the important things is that he is helping me out by paying all the bills and the food we eat. But I can't really ask him to pay my debts. I've even tried getting students to come to me for English classes, cause I live in Mexico and well English is now given to every school here and I wanna offer my services to any student who needs help in English plus I could charge for my services. But no one has yet came forward. Now I am trying to sell my Sony CCD-TRV138 Hi8 Handycam Camcorder w/20x Optical Zoom which I bought when I was working. I love my camcorder but I have to do something to get money to pay at least some bills. Wow I never though I would have to do something like that. But guess thats life, gotta get by some how. Some way I gotta get out of this darn hole I'm in. God is my answer, I can't find any other answer to be able to get out of this hole. I believe in him, I believe that he is teaching me a lesson here. Gotta keep my ears and eyes open to all that he is teaching me. I blame my bank for giving me the 2 credit cards I have :) But I blame myself for over using them. O well what is done is done, just gotta keep my head up high and hope that find the money on the street :) no I've never been so lucky, but gotta keep searching for a job!! Well I gotta go gotta start thinking about what I'm gonna make for lunch and make it before my brother comes home for lunch from work :) , Love you all, sending you all lots of love! God bless you all!