Well hello everyone, Hope you all are enjoying your time with all your friends and family. I in the other hand am getting prepared to go to the family ranch to spent New Years over there!!! Gonna have so much fun. I love it when we get together as a family and just enjoy some time. Even though my father won't be there, but honestly I enjoy myself better when he isn't around. Just another year he doesn't come to vist us. Its nothing new to us anymore.
I have been trying to get a look at the good things that have happened this year, but for some reason I keep looking back at just the bad things. Like my cousin passing away, guess I'm still dealing with that. For some reason I just can't seem to accept it. I miss her too much. Its gonna be hard to say goodbye to this year and welcome to the year 2013 without her. I miss you Liz!!
Another bad thing, I'm gonna start this year without a job and without any money!!!! That has to change. I am tired of asking my brother for money to be paying the bills and food. I can't even go out anymore cause I got no money to go enjoy myself.
Another bad thing, Its another year I didn't see my brother and sisters. I miss them very much. I need to find a way to change this. Almost 14 years not being able to see each other. I miss you guys!!
Another bad thing!!! I have no boyfriend!!!! Sucks!!! Maybe this 2013 will be a better year for my love affairs :) I am in need of a great man in my life!!! Someone as kind and loveable as Donnie Wahlberg and as handsome as Taylor Kinney!!!! Not saying that Donnie isn't handsome, but lately I have gotten this crush on Taylor, too bad he is dating Lady Gaga :)
Good things!!!!! We welcomed new members to our huge family! I love to see the family getting bigger!! Isn't it amazing to see how a family gets bigger each year!! In January we will welcome a baby girl named Valentina!!! She is a cousins second baby in his family. Then in around May or June we will welcome a baby boy, no name just yet!! He will be my cousins first baby!! Makes so happy to be surround by kids!!! Maybe one day I will have kids of my own!!
Another good thing!!! We are still here, we made it another year!! Good or bad we should always be thankful for being here!!! As hard as life may get we should always remember that God has us here for a reason. Sometimes we may hate the way our life has turned out to be, but we're still here. We gotta learn to enjoy everything and everyone around us. And I say we because I also need to learn to appreciate what I have.
Another good thing!!!! I finally got to go to a NKOTB concert!! and I loved everyone minute of it. I got to meet new people, I got to forget all my troubles during the concert. And I finally got to see Donnie Wahlberg. It would of been better if I had a Meet and Greet with DDub, but it didn't happen. Maybe another time :)
Tomorrow is gonna be a day of pure drinking :) I am gonna try to control myself. Take it slowly :) We will be staying at the Ranch all day and all night long. Won't be returning home till Tuesday afternoon :) I just hope everything goes well. And pray that there will be no family fights like there normally is.
Well guess this is my last post for this year. Next year I'll be posting the photos of the family getting together to end this year and start the next. I pray that you all enjoy your time with your family and friends! Thank you all of you who take the time to read my blog. I love you all! God bless you all!!! Like Ddub says LoveEternal!!!
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