Monday, December 10, 2012

Just another day of worries!!!

   Hello everyone. Another wee begins, hope you all are enjoying this Monday! I well not as much. I'm too worried about the money I need to get together by Friday! No one has come forward with trying to buy my Video Camcorder. Sucks!!! Guess I'll have to go to a pawn shop. They are the only one that can help me. Who knows how they are gonna give me for it but I pray that its the amount I need for me to pay me debts of the month. Other news well I got no other news. Just the fact that this morning I got up at 7am to make lunch for my brother to take to work and then at 8pm I went back to bed to just sleep a few more minutes, well a few more minutes become two more hours :) Oops over slept. But I also read that over sleeping like that is caused by depression. Yeah I got depression. Just freaking Great! In a way I understand that I got depression cause of no job no money and mainly no one to help me out, well except my brother :) But just with my brothers help I know we won't get by. We really need to get our butts to work to finish this project we got going, cause if this projects works out we can be getting by little by little. Praying to God to help us.    

  I didn't go any where this weekend, got no invitations from any one. O well, its good in a way. My alcohol record is going great. No alcohol for the past 3 months. Yeah for me. I cheer myself cause no one in the family is cheering for me :)

   Yesterday Mexico got some bad news, The great Diva Jenny Rivera has passed away. I wasn't a huge fan, but I do admit her music was great. I had the opportunity to go see her at the concert on Saturday but do to my financial situation I didn't go. That was her last concert she gave. The news said that her plane crashed in Galeana thats about 2 hours away from our city. Some people are posting comments on the Facebook pages about her being kidnapped, but I have no idea who is telling the truth, cause her plane did crashed. I just leave it in Gods hands, if she has passed away, I pray for her soul to be at peace, If she is kidnapped I Pray that she is returned safely to her family.

   On this topic I wonder how Mexico will be this upcoming year with the New President Enrique Pena Nieto. Man are saying that things will get worst, others say that things might just get a bit better. I just want things to be like before. Where we could go out, any where without having to be fearing for your life wondering if you'll get kidnapped or mugged ort accidently kill. Believe me its very scary having to live like that. Even though things here in Linares Nuevo Leon have calmed down for now, hoping not to jinx things. :) No more gun fires going on, no more kidnappings, well that I have heard of. Before I used to hear a lot because of where I worked at, but now I'n usually home so I don't really get much news about those things. Which in a way is better cause I don't have to be worrying about all the time :)

  Wish I could have a genie here with me where I could just ask for a wish and things will get better. But all that is fantasy. Need to stay in the real world and try to stay positive. You know what I just realized, the freaking Internet signal just went away. I'm writing like crazy and who knows hen the damm Internet is gonna return :( That frustrates me!!!!

  Well I'm gonna stop writing for now. Love you all. Thank you to you all who take the time to read. God bless you all. Lots of love for you all!!!

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