Thursday, December 13, 2012

Thursday Dec. 13 2012

Hello everyone! Hope you all enjoyed your day. I have been ok, just worrying my ass off cause of all my debts.

Have any of you guys ever felt like someone is mad at you just by walking into the same room they are in? Cause I have, lately I go into a room and a certain person either walks away or just ignores me or simply try to get me out of the room as quickly as possible. Normally I would just ignore a situation like this, but this person is someone who I respect fully and I have never done anything bad to this person. I have no idea what this persons problem is. Honestly I haven't asked this person why they have been acting like that, don't wanna make things worst. Like i've always say, you don't like me just tell me and we can the problem. But is you don't say anything I can't fix anything.

I am so sure I have depression, lately I haven't had that urge to go out and meet with people, much less go vist anyone. I stay in bed till like 10am when I used to always be up by 6am. I have trouble sleeping at night. Gotta try to get that fixed. Needd to stay positive!

I had a very worried dream last night. That I was with a man, this man I certainly do know him, but I don't know why I dreamed about. This dream was great, won't share details, sorry.  Burt its just worried for me to have a dream like that even a lot more worrried that is was with this certain man!! Maybe something will happen with us soon :-)

Lately this darn phone has been giving me too many problems. It never gave problems when I was working but now with no job, can't afford for me phone to go dead on me now...

Well guys I am leaving you guys for today. Remember to always give thanks to the Lord for all we have. I love you all. Lots of love you everyone!

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