Pregnancy

Hello everyone, how´s night going? I am having one of those nights where i am sleepy but i can´t sleep. Lately i have had those types of nights don´t really know why. I am guessing its because of this crazy heat. But at the same time i think it has to do with the pregnancy. I sleep on side then roll over to another side, then i sleep on my back then i do it all over again.

i love this pregnancy, i mean it is my first pregnancy but i love it cause i can feel my baby boy moving around inside me. i love my belly, even though i haven´t gain a lot of weight, i actually lost weight at the being of my pregnancy. Dr said it was normal, some women lose weight others gain weight. I never got morning sickness or nauses. I hardly get cravings. My husband is the one who gets the cravings. 

I am driving myself crazy with the pregnancy, i mean, what things do i need to buy, by when do i need to be prepare for everything. how do i become prepare for when the baby gets here?? Too much going through my head.  

What if I can´t be a good mother, how do i become a good mother, when is it when i become over protected, how do i raise a child. All this is scray. I am 30 years old. i should know all this stuff, shouldn´t I?

Wow the only think i can do is trust that God will guide me and he will help me. Well help us, cause my husband is also gonna become a first time parent, so we need to trust God and of course trust each other. 

Well i am gonna try to go to sleep. Baby is very active right now so i guess it might be a little difficult to sleep. But hey i got all day tomorrow to sleep :)

Love you all, take and thanks for reading!!!