Hello Readers

       well hello bloggers and readers. Its been a while since i have taken the time to write. Hope all of you have been while. We are doing just fine. 

       Whats up with this heat, here in Mexico, its freaking hot in our city. The highest that it has gotten is 50°C While thats what my husband told me. I remember that on Sunday while we were driving to a river to go get refreshed on the radio they said that is was 44°c the time said it was around 6pm. i was like, what the *uck. No wonder i couldn´t stand this heat. and even worst for me i am 6 months pregnant. i sweat like, i don´t know like what, but i sweat a lot. 

       What do you guys think about the Chapo Guzman escape. I mean come on, he had already escaped once from prison, should that be even reason to put more security on him. Keep an eye on him 24/7. Or maybe they planned on him to get out, this whole drug war has gotten out of the hands of the goverment. Maybe him being out will put some order in all this. Or maybe it will get worst, i pray that that doesn´t happen. For all those that live here in Mexico you guys know how bad things are and can get. I rememeber being afraid of even going to work. And my work place was 5 minutes away from my house on foot. Now i don´t work cause of my pregnancy, i talked to my husband and we both agreeded that i will not work, i worked too much and the person i worked with wasn´t really considerate about my pregnancy, i still had to lift heavy things and walk uo and down stairs so many times of the day, only getting 1 hour of lunch. so we both agreeded no more work cause this is my first pregnancy and we want baby to be born healthy. So now that i don´t y husband works alot. i still worry about him going out to ranchs to delivery merchandise. Still a lot of babd people around here. So all i can do is pray and trust in God.

    I still remember when things around here were calm. I remember getting home at 2am, 3am, and not having to worry about Drug Cartels or being kiddnapped. Now i worry each time my husband and i go out. we always try to go out with family members and friends. we always try to not be in  the streets so late at night. 

     Afew weeks ago a dear friend of ours got kiddnapped. He was going to another state with "friends" in one car and others in another car, they had decided to leave late at around 5pm i believe. somewhere during their drive they where stopped and kiddnapped. Thank God that the kiddnappers called and ask for money, and thank God for friends and family that they put the money together and he wa released days later. He said that the driver was one of the bad guys and that other friends of his never even got in touch with him to see why they didn´t make it to the place they were going to. Thats a huge lesson to know how to pick your friends. and to get to know people with who you get into a vehicle with. 

      My husband has told me that he was very lucky that that never happened to him, he used to drink a lot and used to let his friends drive his truck. He said he used to fall asleep and not know how he used to get home or who even was driving his truck. So i tell him to be very thankful that nothing bad everr happened to him. Now that we are together we hardly ever go out without each other. Sometimes he stays at the baseball field with his friends but he gets home by 12am. For now i have no problem that he does that but when the baby gets here i pray he is always home, cause i sure am gonna need his help. i am gonna be a firsttime mom and he is gonna be a first time dad, i want our son to remember moments with both of us together. 

       As for my pregnancy, i am 6months pregnant, Dr says it a boy :) Maybe next week we get a good eco picture and i will post it. I am doing ok, hungry all the time and very sleepy all the time. I feel nervous, scared and excited at the same time. I can´t believe i am gonna be a mom soon. Bad part i don´t have my mother to help me with all this, my step mother i know she would be here for those moments but certain circumstances she cant be here with us for this part of my journey. At least i have comunication with her. I considerher my mother cause she raised us when we were little. I am very thankful she is was in my life. i pray one day we can see each other. I have faith one day we will

        Well thats all for today, i will share and write more tomorrow, my husband is home and i gotta attend him :)

Love you all. take care and thank you for reading.