Hello readers, hope your all are having a great day. Me well lets say I am doing good. Just this weather that gets on my nerves, i have always prefered cold weather. So this heat is killing me, I hate being all sweaty and sticky!!!
Well whats on my mind right now, is parenthood. How do you prepare for parenthood. I have read books and magazines and they explain it so easy, how to feed a child, how to confort a child, how to discipline your child. And many more how´s to.. Is it really nessecary to buy and read all those books and magazines.
I have never asked any of my Aunts if they read books like that. I guess i am reading them cause I am Scared of not being a good parent, scared of failing as a parent. I wanna become a better parent then my own parents were to me, but I also don´t wanna spoil my child. I want my son top grow up learning his waf in life, learning that when he falls down it will hurt but just shack it of, lift yourself up and keep walking.
I would love my son to have an opportunity to have an education, I wanna be able to provide my son and future child an education that they want. I want them to become better people then who i am and ever will be.
About Religion, how do you intruduce your child to religion, My husband is Catholic and i am Christian, well i believe in one God and only praying to on God. My husband prays and lights a candle for Saint Judes (San Judas Tadeo) I believe thats how he calls him. My husband wants to baptize our son when he is born, when he is just a little baby. I don´t wanna baptize him so small, i want our son to know what religion is and who God is, that way he can make his own desicion in life about being baptize. I want our son to make his own desicions. I respect everyones opinion and desicion for their believes. For now we are still debating that, i have my head on straight for now that i don´t wanna baptize him.
I am mostly afraid of becoming a parent cause my own parents weren´t around when i most needed them. I want my son to always have his parents with him and to know that we will always be here for him. I don´t remember my biological mother, she came around when i was 15yrs old, just to say it was her fault that we grew up without her. Dad well dad always worked and at around when i was 13 or 14 he was arrested and sent to prision for 7 yrs i believe. We were deported back to Mexico with family members we barely even knew. I didn´t even know how to speak spanish so for me it was difficult to get use to. Thankfully my big brother has always been there for me. We were always together until the day i decided to come live with my husband. I know he got upset about it, but it was something i had been thinking about for a while already. Didn´t want to have to wait any longer. i Still check up on him, send him messages of how we are doing. He has accpeted it and tells me to take care of myself and the baby too. If i ever need anything he always says to call him. I love my brother, don´t know what i would do without him.
Well husband is here gonna attend him see if he wants dinner.
Thank you all for taking the time to read. God bless you all!!
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