Hello readers, hope your all are having a great day. Me well lets say I am doing good. Just this weather that gets on my nerves, i have always prefered cold weather. So this heat is killing me, I hate being all sweaty and sticky!!!
Well whats on my mind right now, is parenthood. How do you prepare for parenthood. I have read books and magazines and they explain it so easy, how to feed a child, how to confort a child, how to discipline your child. And many more how´s to.. Is it really nessecary to buy and read all those books and magazines.
I have never asked any of my Aunts if they read books like that. I guess i am reading them cause I am Scared of not being a good parent, scared of failing as a parent. I wanna become a better parent then my own parents were to me, but I also don´t wanna spoil my child. I want my son top grow up learning his waf in life, learning that when he falls down it will hurt but just shack it of, lift yourself up and keep walking.
I would love my son to have an opportunity to have an education, I wanna be able to provide my son and future child an education that they want. I want them to become better people then who i am and ever will be.
About Religion, how do you intruduce your child to religion, My husband is Catholic and i am Christian, well i believe in one God and only praying to on God. My husband prays and lights a candle for Saint Judes (San Judas Tadeo) I believe thats how he calls him. My husband wants to baptize our son when he is born, when he is just a little baby. I don´t wanna baptize him so small, i want our son to know what religion is and who God is, that way he can make his own desicion in life about being baptize. I want our son to make his own desicions. I respect everyones opinion and desicion for their believes. For now we are still debating that, i have my head on straight for now that i don´t wanna baptize him.
I am mostly afraid of becoming a parent cause my own parents weren´t around when i most needed them. I want my son to always have his parents with him and to know that we will always be here for him. I don´t remember my biological mother, she came around when i was 15yrs old, just to say it was her fault that we grew up without her. Dad well dad always worked and at around when i was 13 or 14 he was arrested and sent to prision for 7 yrs i believe. We were deported back to Mexico with family members we barely even knew. I didn´t even know how to speak spanish so for me it was difficult to get use to. Thankfully my big brother has always been there for me. We were always together until the day i decided to come live with my husband. I know he got upset about it, but it was something i had been thinking about for a while already. Didn´t want to have to wait any longer. i Still check up on him, send him messages of how we are doing. He has accpeted it and tells me to take care of myself and the baby too. If i ever need anything he always says to call him. I love my brother, don´t know what i would do without him.
Well husband is here gonna attend him see if he wants dinner.
Thank you all for taking the time to read. God bless you all!!
Friday, July 31, 2015
Thursday, July 30, 2015
Pregnancy
Hello everyone, how´s night going? I am having one of those nights where i am sleepy but i can´t sleep. Lately i have had those types of nights don´t really know why. I am guessing its because of this crazy heat. But at the same time i think it has to do with the pregnancy. I sleep on side then roll over to another side, then i sleep on my back then i do it all over again.
i love this pregnancy, i mean it is my first pregnancy but i love it cause i can feel my baby boy moving around inside me. i love my belly, even though i haven´t gain a lot of weight, i actually lost weight at the being of my pregnancy. Dr said it was normal, some women lose weight others gain weight. I never got morning sickness or nauses. I hardly get cravings. My husband is the one who gets the cravings.
I am driving myself crazy with the pregnancy, i mean, what things do i need to buy, by when do i need to be prepare for everything. how do i become prepare for when the baby gets here?? Too much going through my head.
What if I can´t be a good mother, how do i become a good mother, when is it when i become over protected, how do i raise a child. All this is scray. I am 30 years old. i should know all this stuff, shouldn´t I?
Wow the only think i can do is trust that God will guide me and he will help me. Well help us, cause my husband is also gonna become a first time parent, so we need to trust God and of course trust each other.
Well i am gonna try to go to sleep. Baby is very active right now so i guess it might be a little difficult to sleep. But hey i got all day tomorrow to sleep :)
Love you all, take and thanks for reading!!!
i love this pregnancy, i mean it is my first pregnancy but i love it cause i can feel my baby boy moving around inside me. i love my belly, even though i haven´t gain a lot of weight, i actually lost weight at the being of my pregnancy. Dr said it was normal, some women lose weight others gain weight. I never got morning sickness or nauses. I hardly get cravings. My husband is the one who gets the cravings.
I am driving myself crazy with the pregnancy, i mean, what things do i need to buy, by when do i need to be prepare for everything. how do i become prepare for when the baby gets here?? Too much going through my head.
What if I can´t be a good mother, how do i become a good mother, when is it when i become over protected, how do i raise a child. All this is scray. I am 30 years old. i should know all this stuff, shouldn´t I?
Wow the only think i can do is trust that God will guide me and he will help me. Well help us, cause my husband is also gonna become a first time parent, so we need to trust God and of course trust each other.
Well i am gonna try to go to sleep. Baby is very active right now so i guess it might be a little difficult to sleep. But hey i got all day tomorrow to sleep :)
Love you all, take and thanks for reading!!!
Hello Readers
well hello bloggers and readers. Its been a while since i have taken the time to write. Hope all of you have been while. We are doing just fine.
Whats up with this heat, here in Mexico, its freaking hot in our city. The highest that it has gotten is 50°C While thats what my husband told me. I remember that on Sunday while we were driving to a river to go get refreshed on the radio they said that is was 44°c the time said it was around 6pm. i was like, what the *uck. No wonder i couldn´t stand this heat. and even worst for me i am 6 months pregnant. i sweat like, i don´t know like what, but i sweat a lot.
What do you guys think about the Chapo Guzman escape. I mean come on, he had already escaped once from prison, should that be even reason to put more security on him. Keep an eye on him 24/7. Or maybe they planned on him to get out, this whole drug war has gotten out of the hands of the goverment. Maybe him being out will put some order in all this. Or maybe it will get worst, i pray that that doesn´t happen. For all those that live here in Mexico you guys know how bad things are and can get. I rememeber being afraid of even going to work. And my work place was 5 minutes away from my house on foot. Now i don´t work cause of my pregnancy, i talked to my husband and we both agreeded that i will not work, i worked too much and the person i worked with wasn´t really considerate about my pregnancy, i still had to lift heavy things and walk uo and down stairs so many times of the day, only getting 1 hour of lunch. so we both agreeded no more work cause this is my first pregnancy and we want baby to be born healthy. So now that i don´t y husband works alot. i still worry about him going out to ranchs to delivery merchandise. Still a lot of babd people around here. So all i can do is pray and trust in God.
I still remember when things around here were calm. I remember getting home at 2am, 3am, and not having to worry about Drug Cartels or being kiddnapped. Now i worry each time my husband and i go out. we always try to go out with family members and friends. we always try to not be in the streets so late at night.
Afew weeks ago a dear friend of ours got kiddnapped. He was going to another state with "friends" in one car and others in another car, they had decided to leave late at around 5pm i believe. somewhere during their drive they where stopped and kiddnapped. Thank God that the kiddnappers called and ask for money, and thank God for friends and family that they put the money together and he wa released days later. He said that the driver was one of the bad guys and that other friends of his never even got in touch with him to see why they didn´t make it to the place they were going to. Thats a huge lesson to know how to pick your friends. and to get to know people with who you get into a vehicle with.
My husband has told me that he was very lucky that that never happened to him, he used to drink a lot and used to let his friends drive his truck. He said he used to fall asleep and not know how he used to get home or who even was driving his truck. So i tell him to be very thankful that nothing bad everr happened to him. Now that we are together we hardly ever go out without each other. Sometimes he stays at the baseball field with his friends but he gets home by 12am. For now i have no problem that he does that but when the baby gets here i pray he is always home, cause i sure am gonna need his help. i am gonna be a firsttime mom and he is gonna be a first time dad, i want our son to remember moments with both of us together.
As for my pregnancy, i am 6months pregnant, Dr says it a boy :) Maybe next week we get a good eco picture and i will post it. I am doing ok, hungry all the time and very sleepy all the time. I feel nervous, scared and excited at the same time. I can´t believe i am gonna be a mom soon. Bad part i don´t have my mother to help me with all this, my step mother i know she would be here for those moments but certain circumstances she cant be here with us for this part of my journey. At least i have comunication with her. I considerher my mother cause she raised us when we were little. I am very thankful she is was in my life. i pray one day we can see each other. I have faith one day we will
Well thats all for today, i will share and write more tomorrow, my husband is home and i gotta attend him :)
Love you all. take care and thank you for reading.
Whats up with this heat, here in Mexico, its freaking hot in our city. The highest that it has gotten is 50°C While thats what my husband told me. I remember that on Sunday while we were driving to a river to go get refreshed on the radio they said that is was 44°c the time said it was around 6pm. i was like, what the *uck. No wonder i couldn´t stand this heat. and even worst for me i am 6 months pregnant. i sweat like, i don´t know like what, but i sweat a lot.
What do you guys think about the Chapo Guzman escape. I mean come on, he had already escaped once from prison, should that be even reason to put more security on him. Keep an eye on him 24/7. Or maybe they planned on him to get out, this whole drug war has gotten out of the hands of the goverment. Maybe him being out will put some order in all this. Or maybe it will get worst, i pray that that doesn´t happen. For all those that live here in Mexico you guys know how bad things are and can get. I rememeber being afraid of even going to work. And my work place was 5 minutes away from my house on foot. Now i don´t work cause of my pregnancy, i talked to my husband and we both agreeded that i will not work, i worked too much and the person i worked with wasn´t really considerate about my pregnancy, i still had to lift heavy things and walk uo and down stairs so many times of the day, only getting 1 hour of lunch. so we both agreeded no more work cause this is my first pregnancy and we want baby to be born healthy. So now that i don´t y husband works alot. i still worry about him going out to ranchs to delivery merchandise. Still a lot of babd people around here. So all i can do is pray and trust in God.
I still remember when things around here were calm. I remember getting home at 2am, 3am, and not having to worry about Drug Cartels or being kiddnapped. Now i worry each time my husband and i go out. we always try to go out with family members and friends. we always try to not be in the streets so late at night.
Afew weeks ago a dear friend of ours got kiddnapped. He was going to another state with "friends" in one car and others in another car, they had decided to leave late at around 5pm i believe. somewhere during their drive they where stopped and kiddnapped. Thank God that the kiddnappers called and ask for money, and thank God for friends and family that they put the money together and he wa released days later. He said that the driver was one of the bad guys and that other friends of his never even got in touch with him to see why they didn´t make it to the place they were going to. Thats a huge lesson to know how to pick your friends. and to get to know people with who you get into a vehicle with.
My husband has told me that he was very lucky that that never happened to him, he used to drink a lot and used to let his friends drive his truck. He said he used to fall asleep and not know how he used to get home or who even was driving his truck. So i tell him to be very thankful that nothing bad everr happened to him. Now that we are together we hardly ever go out without each other. Sometimes he stays at the baseball field with his friends but he gets home by 12am. For now i have no problem that he does that but when the baby gets here i pray he is always home, cause i sure am gonna need his help. i am gonna be a firsttime mom and he is gonna be a first time dad, i want our son to remember moments with both of us together.
As for my pregnancy, i am 6months pregnant, Dr says it a boy :) Maybe next week we get a good eco picture and i will post it. I am doing ok, hungry all the time and very sleepy all the time. I feel nervous, scared and excited at the same time. I can´t believe i am gonna be a mom soon. Bad part i don´t have my mother to help me with all this, my step mother i know she would be here for those moments but certain circumstances she cant be here with us for this part of my journey. At least i have comunication with her. I considerher my mother cause she raised us when we were little. I am very thankful she is was in my life. i pray one day we can see each other. I have faith one day we will
Well thats all for today, i will share and write more tomorrow, my husband is home and i gotta attend him :)
Love you all. take care and thank you for reading.
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