Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas to all! Hope you all had a great christmas with all your loved ones!

I spent my christmas at home with my brother, no gifts were exchanged cause well its just the two of us and we don´t have a christmas tradition. We got up late and were able to spent time alone with no one to bother us :)

My dad well he spent christmas with his girlfriend and her son, he just sent me a text message wishing us a happy christmas. Yeah great christmas we had. In a way it better like this, cause believe me, i hate having him around, specially with his girlfriend. He decided to make her a house to live in, what about us his own children. He was in prision when we most needed him. when he got out, we had to cloth him and maintain him financially. it really upsets me to know that our own father thinks about his girlfriend before his children. he knows we have noone else in our lives, specially cause he decided to make us live in the USA with a Stepmother who doesn´t even call us or lets us know how she is or how our halfbrother and sister are doing.  Theres nothing i can do to change things but they do piss me off.

and well the rest of the family, noone called or invited us anywhere, so lets say Its just my brother and i alone in this life. But soon everything will change i have planes of having our own business and when i have enough money to party and be buying things i`ve always wished to have, i don`t wanna see any of them around.

Like my cousins lately have been ignoring me, why because their cousin has a shit load of money and is always giving them money for everything and for anything, to buy a car, to build your house, to buy a phone , come on people you decide to leave me cause i have no money...i don´t wanna see you guys around me when she runs out of money. cause moeny does run out, shit happens and one day your entire life will change!! Thats a reason why I´m happy being poor. I have no hipocrits around when they see the money sign! Then they have the courage to tell me i´m a hipacrit, please well see soon who is a hipacrit.!!!

I`m gonna change my life around, no more drinking!!!! Its for my own good. I need to show people that God is great and wonderful! He can make a huge difference in our lifes! I have many reason to be thankful for! God has given us so many reasons to be here, wether we are poor or rich!!

Well enough of that, this day is a rainy day, just makes me feel like i should be in bed under the covers :) but i´m here at work, working my butt off :) gotta make a living!!

In other news well, i seriously wish this guys would stop stealing money, i lost 900 pesos of my money to try to get the complete money for the regester box. This guy wants to live a life of being rich, when he isn´t rich just to impress his in laws, come one his in laws own various business, don´t compare, yourself to some who has a successful business to someone who spent his life drinking and acting all cool. please, even i know my limit when i don´t have money. I was told that his in laws know he is stealing but they don´t do anything cause they know he does it for his family. what good will that bring to his family? I know his wife must suspect something, she is a christian sh should have the right to question where he gets so much money from!! but maybe she knows and doesn´t wanna say anything! Its bad!!

Well guys someone here is being a jerk and wants me to get off my pc and do some work, like if he was working, downloading music!!!! but o well thats my life so far. Hope everything gets better soon!

Love you all!! God bless you all!!