Finally!!!!

Hello everyone! Sorry for the lack of posting, I didn´t have my computer! But no i finally have a minilaptop, my own minilaptop.

Many things have changed this past months. For starters, my grandmother has been diagnosed with cancer. Since they told her she has cancer, she started to become very depressed and of course scared. She said she didn´t want to leave her children behind. It just broke my heart that she is depressed. Well was depressed, thank God for her huge heart and huge faith in him, she has accepted her sickness and has left everything in Gods hands. She doesn´t seem depressed anymore. I told like talking to her about her sickness cause i feel like i might just break down and make her feel bad. Like my Aunt did, she comes and vists grandma then she starts crying infront of her, come on, we should be strong for her and happy that she is still with us.

My dad has moved to our city with his girlfriend and girlfriends son, they are living in the property that he inheriated, but the house he is still building is just not really in the conditions for people to be living in. No floor, no windows, no hot water, but he wanted to come so there he is, having trouble paying bills, paying all the material he needed to build the house, paying money he has asked borrowed. He even asked us to lend him so money. so lets see how it all turns out with him.

Work, well work is ok, just that someone here is always stealing money and i am frustrated about all that alreay, its sad cause its a family memeber who is doing all that. but i just gotta stay patient and hurry my ass off and start with my bussiness, cause i´m also tired of wqorking for other people. :)

My love life well, no boyfriend for the moment, i am trying not to force things to happen, i have faith that God will bring the man he has for me someday.

Unfortunately for me i have become worst with my drinking, i drink almost everyday. I know i need to stop for stupid reason i end up drinking. i wanna get my life together and be a better person than i am right now. mostly i don´t change cause i´m afraid of what people would say, well mostly cause i don´t wanna be leaft out of family meeting or lose friends. i know that a bad excuse but thats how i feel. I just need to learn to accept God in my life and move forward, caring less about what people may think or say about.

In other subject, i am so bored without basebll season!!!! I need some baseball to make things a little more interesting :) The Rangers have done many changes in their lineups hope its for getting better results then what they had this past season. Cause this past season i was really dissapointed. One person that i really want to stay on the team is Nelson Cruz. I´m hoping he doesn`t choose to leave the team. It was really dissapointed to here about him using drugs, but who am i  to judge!!! So Rangers i am praying tha Season 2014 is alot better then this season was!!!! I´ve said it before and i continue to say it, I´ll always be a Rangers fan!!!!

Well, guys guess thats all for today, gotta get my butt working, cause I´m at work :) Love you all, God bless you all!!!