Hello everyone. Hope your all having a great week. Well my week just sucks, mainly cause I have no computer to use. My darn computer just one morning decided not to turn on. My brother has tried just about everything. We even tried installing a new windows operating system, but it still doesn`t turn on. I think I may go crazy without a computer to use. Right now I am using a computer a cliente of ours left us to fix. I am taking the time to check for any errors in the system and so far so good :)
Today I am finally going to the bank to pick up my des employement money. Hopefully I get a good amount, atleast to last another month without a job. I put in some job applications but noone has called me. I am thinking of asking my Aunt Deisy to see if they still need me at their hardware store. I didn´t wanna work at the hardware store cause I already worked for 10 years in another hardware store but it thats the only job i can get for now until we can start our own bussiness then heck I´ll take it. Cause seriously having no money sucks. Specially when you wanna go out and have some fun :) When you wanna buy yourself something you liked but can´t, thats an ugly feeling.
I know the bible says not to worry about this types of problems but how can I not worry about the rent payment coming up, about the monthly bill. About my credit card debt. I am trying so hard to keep my head up. But there are moments where I just wanna throw the towel and take a time out, but in this life that isn´t possible. Gotta find ways to stay positive. Guess in a way this blog keeps my head high. And specially all the people i have met through Twitter. Its amazing how people you´ve never met encourage you to keep your head high. Ï would never wanna change any of that. I love you all. Thank for always encouraging me to keep my head high.
I´ve been reading the bible lately and a question keeps poping in my head. How do you find the strenght to forgive someone so close to you that has caused a lot of harm to you. I´ve though of forgiving this person but it feels like i would be accepting the harm he did and just taking it and foret about it. But thats too hard for me. Cause what this person did really did make our lifes difficult.
I am guessing that my main reason for not forgiving him is cause i have too much anger against this person. I know anger makes you not live life the happily. I just can´t find the way to move forward. I just pray to God to help me with this.
In other things, NKOTB got out a new single and I love it. I hope they do a South America Tour for this new Cd they are gonna get out. And if they do and I have a job and have the money I am gonna take another chance to go see them again. I loved that i got the chance to go see them at the concert in Monterrey. Thats a day I will forget. I had a great time specially meeting some twitter friends. Some people just don´t understand the love i have for this five guys. Specially for Donnie Wahlberg. I love him so much. Just makes me smile writing about him. I love his quotes, love he fact that he takes time to tweet and to meet us. I pray that one day i get one of those hugs he gives out. They seem so relieving. Just like if he takes a weight of your shoulders and just makes it disappear. I would love to feel that one day from him. He´s a special man. A man that i would love to have. Too bad i will never have him for myself :) but i would love to meet him one day.
Well for today I got no photos to share, specially cause my computer doesn´t work and this laptopn doesn´t read usb. And theres the thing that I haven´t taken any interesting photos lately But maybe next time i have my coputer fixed and have had the time to take pictures I will share with you guys.
Guess thats all for today. Love you all. And thank you all for taking the time to read. God bless you all. Sending lots of love and prayers for every single one of you guys.
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