Out with the kiddos

I'm here sitting at a bench in the park. Kiddos playing around. Its a cloudy day. Lots on my mind, not letting everything affect my kids. 

I always wonder what would of been of me if I had stayed living in the USA. But I also tell myself, I wouldn't have my kids if I was over there. My kids are the best thing in my life. I just gotta learn to accept this life and learn to find good ways to help maintain a good life with this economy these days. 

Something else I wanna work on, is my health, I know I've put on a lot of weight, I don't like how I look when I see myself in the mirror. I need a new makeover 😄😄