hello, i am feeling stupid today...i´ve had a very long day of work tody, i feel exhausted, but i also wanna have a few beers tonight. i know i shouldn´t be drinking cause its really damaging me. its not healthy for me..

you i wanna be a good person to others but sometimes its really diffucult for me to be nice to people who are really mean to others, or just simply selfish. they only think about themselves. i love everyone,i´m that type of person that when someone needs help if i can help them out, i jump right in and help them. i never ask anything for return just for you to be a good person. but what really gets me angry is people who i help out then they go and treat me like we´ve never met and its worst when its a family member. I am getting tired of helping people out, but i love to give a hand when it is needed. Well i´ll just have to keep me faith up that maybe someday some people will change.

well thats all that i needed to say for today! i guess this is the only place i can really start sharing how i feel without having my family get into my things!!!!

Hope everyone had a great day! God bless you all.

Today is Monday 30th of April 2012 Its 8:21pm