My cousin still needs new kidneys, her dad is gonna try to be the donor. She needs her dialysis everyday I believe she needs it done 3 times a day. I honestly don´t know why she doesn´t wanna accept that she is sick, that she needs to take better care of herself. She has a 3 year old baby girl. She doesn´t do her dialysis the hours she needs to get them done, she is accumulating lots of water in her body. I just pray that she does a better job taking care of herself.
My Aunt Carmen thank God she is still with us, I believe it was about 3 times that doctors had told us she wasn´t gonna make it through the night but she is still her. Unfortunately she can´t she, she also needs dialysis done, not sure how many times a day she needs it or how many days a week she gets it done. Her daughter, Chela, came home after 12 years of not see Aunt Carmen, i am so happy that she decided to come home and be here with her mom. Her daughters have done a very well job taking care of her. I thank God everyday for letting Aunt Carmen be with us. I cried various nights when i was told she wasn´t gonna make it, cause she is a mother to me, she is so sweet so caring, her daughters and i get along very well. I don´t know how i would react if she passes away. I know we all leave this earth someday, but its hard to see someone so special to me just leave. I pray to God to give me strength to go through what ever journey he has chosen for me.
Well my relationship with my dad hasn´t gotten any better. he came one this year to vist, well he came to do a job and we only saw him twice for the whole week he was here. I don´t know if our relationship with ever get better, i mean its hard for to accept him back after so many years without him. He is doing his own life in another state, thats fine with me. I honestly don´t know if i wanna have a father daughter relationship with him. Its very hard for me to talk to him without remembering all the crap we went through, all the shit we missed out cause of him, we missed out on see our siblings grow up and become young adults. Well yeah I blame him for everything bad that has happened to us. I know I shouldn´t but its very hard for me. I pray to God everyday to help me with all this. I love my dad, I don´t mean any harm to him.
My brother well he is the same as usual, funny and annoying :) I honestly don´t know what i would do with him in my life. I love the fact that he is so funny, but sometimes its annoying. But i still love him. Yeah like any brother and sister we fight, we argue, but we love each other. I thank God everyday for my big brother. I love you JR.
My little siblings well, Mayra this year had a baby Boy, beautiful baby boy named Jason Lee. He looks so handsome. She has grown up too fast on me. She has 2 more daughters, beautiful daughters. I am so proud of her, she has great kids and a good man in her life. I am so happy for her. Kristi, I know things haven´t been great for her, but I am very proud of her, she is a mother to 2 handsome boys, she has a man in her life, i´m not really gonna comment about him cause well lets say, i don´t know the man.. but if she loves him I accept him. She seems like a very tough woman, very confident woman, a very caring mother. Javi well, i know he has had a hard time finding a job. He has any other human has had many ups and downs. I praying everyday to God to help him keep himself in a good path, to help him out to be a great person. I know someday that he will get married and be a great father and a great husband. Kati, she is studying which I´m so happy for her. I proud of her. I honestly have to say we don´t have much communication, wish we would have a better communication, I just hope she knows I love her and have never, not for one second of a day have i ever forgotten about her. I wish things would of been different for all of us. Wish we could of stayed together but for some reason God didn´t allow that to happen. I pray that someday we all be together again! I love all you guys!
For great things that have happened to me, I have met new Friends, twitter friends, but they are more then friends. they are my sisters. I am so Thankful to God that he has put every single one of these sisters in my life. They help me out, we laugh together, share many things. I love the fact that when i need to talk they are always there to talk to. They give me advice and cheer me up when i feel like crap. Thank you to all my twitter sisters. I love you all! LoveEternal
For another Great Thing. I got Tweets from Donnie Wahlberg! To top things off I got a Follow! He seems like such a Great man. To put the cheer on to to this I would love to meet him. I know its impossible for this year cause today is the 30Th of December, but maybe next year I will have to pleasure to meet him. My brother asks me what is it that i see in Donnie, well whats not to like about Donnie, hes freakin handsome, very smart, i love his WoWs,i love that he says he love us all. Love that he spents time with his fans. He cares about his fans. Because of him I have met great sisters! I pray that i get to meet him some day! A girl can Dream, right! I love you Donnie, thank you for all your words and love you bring to us. LoveEternal!
Well thats all for today, maybe tomorrow I´ll post some more, don´t know what or where i´ll be tomorrow celebrating New Years! If I don´t post anything tomorrow Happy New Years to everyone. May all your wishes and New Years resolutions come true! I love you all! God Bless you all!
Just a Random Photo of me taken about 2 weeks ago (I think I should of cleaned my mirror first)
Its 9:55pm
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