well, today has turned out to be an ok day..just the part that my ex is being a totall jackass...i'm why does he have to get jealuos and mad about other men talking to me, or the fact that i go out with other friends..please, he broke up with me..he just send a text message saying he didn't want to be my boyfriend any more...what an idiot..seriously it pisses me off that he does that..he really needs to get over me..he decided to end the relationship why does he act like if he still loves me...I am over him, because he has hurt me too much broken my heart too many times and i can't keep going back to him...so i told him not to even get close to me becasue i was so angery..i told thim that we can't even be friends anymore cause i need to get over him and stop giving myself ilusions over us..now his mad that i go out and men talk to me...please get over me...
Other then that not much has changed around here, just the weather that i hate..so freakin hot..i want winter to get here soon..i hate heat :( I think each year it gets hotter..it hasn't even rained much this year..not even a huracan has been anounced around here..last yearhuracan alex hit here..and it was bad..many people lost their homes cause of the river rising..but luckynoone died..well not tht i remembered, well in out town knowone died..
In other news dam...i am so in love with Donnie wahlberg, seems like such agreat guy, well man..a great man...i don't know why him and his wife got divorced but damm how do u let go a man like donnie wahlberg..i would tie in up in the basement so he would never leave...well ok i am exagerating with that. but i would do just about anything to make him happy so he wouldn't leave from my side..i check my tweeter page everyday to look for his wisdom phrases, they are always good wisdom words..and his jokes, dam they are funny, he sure did make my day yesterday with all the hot jokes :) i was laughing like a crazy idiot at work and my co-workers were just staring at me like if i was going nuts :) but i didn't care what they were thinking, i was having fun...and the way he talks, its just so comforting, its like if he is very happy with his life..I hopesomeday i'll be able to meet him..i have also fallen in love with their music more then before..its great, i listen to almost all their songs and i never get tired of their songs...wow, wonder why i never heard them before :) maybe because i was too stuck with backstreet boys :) now that they are on tour together damm...i feel so bad sad and angery i won't be able to see them in concert together. but i at least get to watch them on youtube :) always look up videos of their concerts, and it seems that all the audience is having fun and a great time..makes me feel even more anger that they are having a great time..but o well, its not good to complain :) so i'll just have to wait my turn, thats if i ever get my turn :)
well other then me falling more in love with NKOTB and Donnie wahlberg..things at home haven't changed much..its still just me and my older brother,who everyday gets on my nerves, but God know i love him very much. Dad hasn't called or even send a text message saying his alive..it pisses me off that after so many years he finally gets to come home and be a family again, and he decides to go live somewhere and get himself a family..what about us..what about all the years you weren't around to give want needed, or to be here when we most need you..it just makes me hate him even more, God forgive for saying that, but for me i do hate him...all he has done has caused us, hischildren, more suffering :( o well he better not come back saying he needs money again, much less with his girlfriend..
man sucks how my life turned out to be..
In other news my aunt Carmela is doing ok, considering her decease, atleast she hasn't gotten worst :) i pray for her everyday..
well i guess thats all for today, see you all laters..God bless you all
Its 4:41pm
PS:sorry if i have bad spelling, kinda writing too fast and i don't check my spelling :)
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