well its been awhile since i've written on this blog, just didn't fine the time to do it and didn't know wusing he hat to write about. things have changed a bit in my life.. My biological mother called me at work, after 20 years of having no comunication with her she decides that its time for us to have a relationship, I find it worried. I don't really know if I should let her into my life, she has her own family already, I have been living for the past 11 years without any parents in my life. I just feel that I don't need her any more in my life. When I needed her she wasn't around and now that I don't need her she comes into my life...I don't know what to do..now that she said that they got divorced because of her fault. I don't know if I should trust her, I am afraid that things could go wrong with us. but i slaso think in the good that good come out of this. but i just don't want her in my life...It may sound harsh but its what i feel. Please if any one could give me any type of advice please don't hesistate to to comment..I just pray to god to help me make the right desicion and what ever tht desicion is for me not have any regrets about it...weell gotta go cause i am at work, i shouldn't be using the computer for this, but my boss isn't here right now :) well see you guys later. God bless you all.